You only need to look at the size of the words “peace” and “Palestine” in the tags section on the right side of my weblog to realize that these two topics are very important to me. However, you’ll also recognize that since Israeli bombing attacks on Gaza began on the morning of 27 December, and even when the ground attacks of Gaza began on 3 January, I haven’t written about the issue. It’s not that I don’t care, as I surely do, but when there are no easy answers or quick sound bites to capture my feelings of support or disgust, it’s hard to really know what to write or share, what stories to underline and which to gloss over.
When there is nothing but gray, no good side to get behind, what do you do? I am always on the side of peace, nonaggression, and nonviolence, and from the looks of it, neither Hamas (currently in charge of the Gazan Palestinians) nor the Israeli government are a good fit for someone like myself to get behind and support. Even the UN is lacking in this conflict. So what do you do? Do you say nothing? That’s what I’ve resigned to do so far, and it’s allowed me time to think things over a bit and decide what I want and need to say.
When you get down to it, it’s a bit of a “which came first” scenario, in my mind, and a recognition that violence comes in many forms. However, the “which came first” scenario is a way in which people seek to place blame, and really, there is plenty of blame to go around. I’ve heard, in various ways, “Can you blame the Israelis for fighting back when a group is launching rockets into its communities?” I guess I can understand their reasoning, but can’t I still “blame” them? In either case, it’s not something I believe in.
And, unfortunately, I think that the questions Israel (and it’s supporters) are asking overshadow some of the other questions that need to be thought about, too:
“If your country/area were blockaded, walled and fenced in like a jail, unable to receive necessary supplies of food and medicine, wouldn’t you seek some kind of way to gain attention to change that?” (A question from the Hamas point of view)
“If you saw another country being oppressed in the ways of the previous question, would you look the other way and do nothing, and (in some cases) maybe even continue to support the oppressor(s)? Or would you take substantial steps to deal with the oppressor, maybe by either setting up sanctions or withdrawing the support that allows for such oppression in the first place?” (Questions the U.S. and other countries, and their citizens, need to be asking)
It’s hard to be in a position where you can’t really support a tangible entity in a situation, which is kind of what I feel in this current Gaza/Israel conflict. There are certainly those now calling for a cease fire, which is great in the short term, but we need much more than that. How does one really support peace and reconciliation when no one involved (at least the large entities that seem to hold the power to truly make a difference) appears to truly want it themselves? I guess that’s the question I, and many like myself, continue to ask ourselves.